The Black Blanket

I had CRaAZZzY night at work last night. I'm talking pressure bags, slamming in blood, crazy low BP's, no doctor anywhere, working like crazy to keep the patient alive crazy night. I drove home like a zombie and climbed into bed. Usually I brief Todd on the happenings of the night but was to exhausted to even talk about it and just kissed him and fell asleep. I woke up to my windows covered with a black blanket and it was a total black out in my room. I had told Todd before I wished I had curtains to make it darker in our bedroom. Wish granted. I woke up and the first thing I saw was that black blanket taped to the window and I just smiled... He LoVeS Me.

Things to remember

Things I want to remember from my weekend: Todd and I finally got rid of our 1812 olive green washer and dryer. We bought a new one on KSL. The most terrible but best part of my day was when we were hauling the new ones up the stairs. Todd always seems to think I can do anything he can. Its cute that he has so much confidence in me, but it turned out to be quite the project. We got it out of the element (which Todd has named the Jimmer because it is compact and fast and awesome like Jimmer)we would walk three steps with the washer and I would make a comment like "I just pulled a muscle" and would put it down then another three steps and I'd say "babe my fingers are breaking, like really we need to stop" then another step then "Todd I really can't do this for real" one of our many put downs I somehow got my head stuck in between the rock pillar and the washer I started saying "ow ow ow" and so Todd put down his side of the washer and ran over to help me, then started laughing because my head was pinned and I was being so dramatic about it. We got out of the position and kept hauling that beast up the stairs. We had to keep stopping because we both would start laughing and I can't laugh that hard and hold something that heavy. It took us one hour to get the washer from the Jimmer upstairs. We then layed in bed and talked about how happy it was to be listening to the beautiful pur of the new washer.

I also want to remember how one of Todds scouts kept looking at Todd while he was passing the sacrament for the first time. He kept looking to Todd to make sure he was doing it right. Todd gave him thumbs up and the kid smiled and it just warmed my heart.

One more thing I want to remember was going coupon shopping at target together. I have way to much pride to go alone to do something like that so Todd came with me and we were like little kids as the register would ring up our deals. We were so excited. Todd laughed at me that I wanted to dress up cute to go so that the check out person wouldn't think we were so poor that we needed to coupon. Pride issue? Ya I think so...As we were leaving Todd was taking the cart back to Target and I saw him walking to the back of the parking lot to get a few stray carts and bring them back in. Who does this? Seriously.

Unprivitization

So one day I just up and made my blog private, which in retrospect was rude, because it made people feel like I just didn't invite them. I only invited my sisters and my mom. I used my blog as a journal and a place to brag shamelessly about Todd and express how obsessed I am with the amazing life we have together. I also filled it full of some deep feelings and talked about some of the trials I go through. I loved being able to write all of my thoughts down and to share what was going on in my life with my dearest friends. It then dawned on me that people that read my blog are probably people that have been dear friends to me at one point in my life or another. Friends dont' judge, they just love you. I deal with alot of death and know that relationships are the most important things we have. So in reading my blog you develop a relationship with me and I am grateful that you are getting to know me on a deeper level than just knowing what we did this weekend. So, after much thought I have decided to unprivitize my blog (not a word?), at least for a little while, then may properly go private. With a little disclaimer... It most likely at times will make you want to puke. I am a mushy, lovey dovey person and I think Todd hung the moon, he is my whole world and I will constantly be talking about how in love with us I am. Don't say I didn't warn you...I am going to write on here as if it is my journal. There are always ups and downs and if I want to I will write about them. So it mostly will be just words not pictures. I still have another blog for my sisters and mom to read when I have stuff to private or to annoyingly braggy for the whole world to read. So this is part of my life, and to most people who read it; You are part of my life and I love you...Welcome.

Lortab Lollapalooza.

Woke up at 4:00 pm and needed some tylenol. Went into the bathroom poured out two kind of big white pills into my hand and took them. I remember thinking hmm those are big tylenols. About an hour later I was telling Todd that I felt really good for just waking up, and that I felt kind of "Light" a half hour later I told todd I felt really shaky and nauseated and very ummm high. Todd then reminded me that I had put a few lortab in the tylenol bottle, just in case we ever needed anything stronger we would have it while we were out and about. I then went and looked at the pills and WHOOPS I took two lortab! I have never taken two lortab at a time in my life! I felt terrible and very sleepy and the problem was I had to be to work in an hour! Luckily, a nurse got called off and I just called and asked if he wanted to work the first four hours of my shift until i slept my high off. He said he glady would. And now here I sit at work at 3:00 AM still slightly buzzed. LESSON LEARNED. LORTAB IN TYLENOL BOTTLE = BAD IDEA.

Current Obsessions

Todd has all of his little obsessions, but together we have a few obsessions too. I thought it would be fun to document what we are obsessed with from time to time. Right now our obsessions are... Jimmer Fredette, puzzles, bejeweled on our itouches (last weekend we couldn't think of much to do so we sat on our bed and had a bejewled tournament for a few hours) our new Nook, Mumford and Sons music, secondhand seronade, bountiful baskets, making it to friday nights consumes many of our thoughts, Greys anatomy of course,Glee, In and Out, we are trying not to go grocery shopping all of February, I'm obsessed with the bachelor, working overtime for our trip, our humidifier, our new kitchen cabinents, todd is obsessed with can lights and wants one every 2 square inches, and we are now really into goat cheese.